inLUST ; weTRUST

Friday, November 16, 2007

``_____.*well...friends or foe`? so... what now`?.#

sigh...since primary school, i have been the famous one, friends snatch and argue with each other just cause they want to sit next to me...i was like...aiyo, in school lehs, sit next to me, you also cannot talk, talk nia tio kena scolding...i have been minding my own business but people see me as though i got my own character and then look upon me...
okkaes, never mind with that...cause those were the last 2years of primary school life...

and so, i went on to secondary school...wishing to keep my profile as low as possible...but, i will never succeed`!!! gosh`!!! instead, things got kinda worst...it seems like the whole school know me, especially after i became a prefect...

4 long years in secondary school...so many conflicts because they wanna impress you, make themself your so called "bestfriend", "good friend" or "close friend"...but please la, after all they are just hypocrite`!!!

acting as though you cared`!!! for fcuk`? when they start back stabbing you`? for what`? i don't know`? is it really like what the others said`? JEALOUS`? i don't know, and after all, i don't wish to know la`!

and then came to ITE, i went to class, keeping quiet...*so girls, so now you know why i like so dao when i go in to class during the first day of school* it's not that i don't want to make friends...but, i am afraid of making friends...cause of those happenings...

i am so afraid of handling conflicts already cans`!
don't think that just because people talk about you means speaking ill of you, can't people even pass a remark`? it's my mouth`! what can you do`? even if you don't like it, you cannot do anything`!!! angry la`!!! never been called a hypocrite before`!! will remember you for life`!!! happy`?!

9:36 PM Z

☠theLADY

``_____.*g3rl.#
1st cry : 24 Oct 1988
Status : single and not avail
Job title : PA

EMPTYheart
while you gave her roses, you gave me torns.
While all she did was smile, all i did was mourn.
While she was happy, i was blue.
Cause while you were loving her...i was loving you...='(

你已经有她就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这么做